life really isn't easy .

happiness can go to sadness in just a day, a minute .

You can go through hurtful moments .
heartbreak, lies, etc.

During times like these, all you need is God .
God knows how to comfort you, how to make you happy again, and mainly, He knows whats best for you and your future .

its like a cycle ..
happiness to sadness, because the devil tempts you and takes away everything from you.
then sadness to happiness, because if you have faith in God and still praise His name, He will make a way .

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i dont like hurting anyone, especially someone who is close to me.
its like that bondage of the relationship breaks and one piece goes away from the other.

it was the right thing to do, but having someone hurt because of doing the right thing, hurts.

so much is going on . the pressure .

I need God . really bad .

i wish i could runaway, go away to somewhere far away .
i really wish i could, but i know i cant .

i have to face it .
and facing it is dificult.
....but with God by my side, anything is possible because with God, all things are possible.