what a summer . its great . but only when i dont think about everything thats going on .
i didn't want to hurt anyone by doing the right thing .
everything is piling up . i feel like more and more is placed into that pile .
i want to get away . i wanna go far away . someplace where i can forget everything and just focus on my walk with God . Some place like family camp . It took away all my stress and i had a lot of fun . i really didn't want to leave and go home to this pile of stress .
but all i can do now, is just pray and pray and wait .
going back to school in september, becoming a senior, facing the close-ness (is that a word?!) of college, facing people who might not even want to see me, facing this world.
its hard .
i dont know what to do .
but what i do know , is that God is always there beside me . and thats practically the only thing making me happy .
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