so whats up?

"nothing much." - the typical answer for every 'whats up?' (nothing to do with this blog, but its like an attention getter? lol, i know, what am I doing? writing an essay?!)

anyway..s

Did you know that 'anyway...' shouldn't be spelled with an 's'? I didn't know that. who told me that? oh yeah, tami.

ANWAY... forreals this time. whats been going on?

School has been going on. Crazy, I barely have homework. I'm getting lazy... and thats bad. Senioritis? I hope not. Lets pray that it isn't senioritis. BUT, I do have the desire to graduate now and know what college God is planning for me to attend. I've turned in all my applications, I just need to wait til they get all the recommendations (only the private colleges I applied to) and my SAT and ACT scores. I'm praying, and I hope God leads me to the right college He wants me to go to. I just hope it isn't hard to find out what His will is. But then again, I'll only find my answer in His word. I remember during the week, it came to me that we speak to God in prayer, and He speaks to us through His word (the bible). Its amazing how God works. Its like what Kuya Micah... or was it Kuya Mark P? I don't remember, sorry kuyas! One of them said that "We don't read the bible, the bible reads us" Its seems impossible, like how can a book read us? seriously. Well, with God all things are possible.

What else is going on? Pressure, struggle, rejection, failing. Yeah, you name it. Crying is something that can easily happen with me. I'm weak. WEAK-sauce. lol, yeah. I'm pretttty weak. But this weak I read 2 Corinthians 12:9-10..

But He said, "My grace is sufficient for you,

for My power is made perfect in weakness"

Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of

my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ

may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ,

then, I am content with weaknesses, insults,

hardships, persecutions, and calamities.

For when I am weak, then I am strong.

Its amazing how Paul can say that he is content with every struggle, for the sake of Christ (for Christ's glory). It makes me think, through everything I'm going through, I should be content. Its not like God left me in the midst of all of this struggle. God will always be with me, and will always be with you too. Its amazing how He is omnipresent! He is everywhere! Knowing that He is always there and He will give me strength when I feel weak, is just so humbling to know. Me, being undeserving of His grace and love.

I love Jesus Christ, my Savior and my God because He first loved me. I love Him because He saved me. Thank you!

Praise God!

may the glory be to Him only!