i felt so weak.

Don't you just have those times where you just can't take it anymore? You just wanna fall on your knees, go under the covers, and just cry everything out? Well, I did. It wasn't pretty, and thats practically what I did, I just didn't go in the covers. Good thing I was home alone, kind of. My dad was sleeping. I was stressing out because of some homework, and I just couldn't take it anymore. I felt like my mind was going to just blow up any minute.

In times like this, I knew I needed to pray and cry out to Him for help.

The pressure was too much. I have finals next week and I still have a C in my english class, its almost to a B, but I'm afraid it might stay a C and then my parents will get mad again. Plus, its raining outside, which makes me a little depressed because its always dark. (But I don't blame the rain, the rain is a blessing to us from God.)

I started to read my bible and pray a lot. First, it didn't help much, but that was cause my heart wasn't right and I knew that.

My heart was yelling saying "I'M SO WEAK. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. WHY WON'T YOU HELP ME?!" That was when I got mad at Him for a minute. I knew I shouldn't get mad at Him, but I wasn't getting what I wanted.

That was wrong.

I asked for forgiveness for being so stubborn and having little faith.

He forgave me and gave me strength. I felt so much better after and I praise Him for that.

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart,
and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is
light." Matthew 11:28-30

Thank You, Lord for being patient with me.

Thank You for being gracious upon me.

Thank You for loving me.

Thank You for giving me peace in my heart.

Thank You for strengthening me when I am weak.

I am nothing without You, thank You.