feeling different?

I feel different. What's going on? feeling kinda....a;sdlkfj;sldfkjweljeworeiu..
pretty much that. Understand? maybe not, because I don't understand either. Or do I?

I will rejoice and be glad in your steadfast love,

because you have seen my affliction;

you have known the distress of my soul,

and you have not delivered me into the hand of the enemy;

you have set my feet in a broad place.

Psalms 31:7-8

The Lord is my strength and my shield;

in Him my heart trusts, and I am helped;

my heart exults, and with my song

I give Him thanks to Him.

Psalms 28:7

God is good... He is great! He is bigger than the problem I have in my heart. I know I should trust Him in times of trouble. But at times, don't you feel like its so hard? I'm guessing its part of being a sinner. We think we can do so much, but in reality, we can't. I thought I "got this", but really I don't. Pride, pride, pride. I have to sweep that pride out. Actually no, I pray that God will sweep this pride out of me and humble me to see that life without Him sucks.

This just shows that I cannot be perfect. But I want to live a holy life please to God. And most definitely, I cannot do this without His help. Seriously.

Read my bible and pray everyday... and I'll grow, grow, grow!

A children's song, but it has a lot to say on how we should live as children of God.